My Day 1 Insanity Lost Footage!

WOW!!!
This is the day i got Shaun T's INSANITY in the mail!! WOW!! I remember how excited i was but EXTREMELY shy in filming myself! I remember telling myself maybe this could help others. I didnt want to start this and not finish! I remember getting that package and asking myself "AM I SERIOUS!!??" I remember saying its ONLY 60 DAYS!!! JUST WAKE UP LIKE 5:30ish AND PUSH PLAY!!!!! ...... I remember going through all the excuses that I might have in not making this happen! I also remember saying it was only like $130 bucks ... HAHHAAH, ONLY?????? i could have done a lot of things with that $130, but i decided to invest it in me!! I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME!!!!! I started thinking but not convincing ... that i spent this money on these DVDs for a reason, something must of happened that made me REAALLLLYYYY make that phone call, get these DVDs and trusted and believe that it could change my life!!! WE HAVE ARE REASONS!!! Remember that reason and make that BE the DRIVER!!!!! Buying it was simple, committing to the next 60 days was the challenge! I figured i start immediately the next day and no wait!! One thing i did realize is if i put it off I would probably neeevveerr get to it and just admire how cool the package was! LOL

So the next day came, DAY 1 of Shaun T's INSANITY... i tried video taping my day 1 pics!! I was embarrassed and hide the fact that i was even attempting this!! Believe it or not, I ordered Shaun T's INSANITY and didnt even tell my wife!! I didn't want ANYONE to know that I felt insecure about my appearance and weight! I was afraid of what other would say or think! I guess some how a part of me was going to do this with out her knowing!!! BOY THAT WAS A BIG MISTKE!!!! lol, What i fail to realize is that those who are close to you, love and care for you really what to support your choices!!! I appreciate my wife because she is a supporter!! My brother a Supporter!! My family and all!! Once i got over that, things became easy because everyone wanted to look out for me and make sure i was holding myself accountable to the commitment i made!!!

Starting this can be hard, making it a habit is much more difficult! This is a lifestyle, your TODAY is the outcome of your past actions, what you plan to do TODAY will become the outcome you want for TOMORROW!